Today again had to go to the hospital for chemo. Last often wondered what it all? After what prolongs their life and so if it is the worst quality? Practically lived at the hospital, all the staff knew her name, which was proof of its frequent presence in the place, so much hated by them. Was not going on dates, discos, cinema. Nowhere. It does not really lead a normal teenage life, because it was not. But asking yourself these questions, remind yourself of Radek. He was lucky and did not have cancer and all possible metastases. He had a normal aneurysm. With cancer, it looks like a runny nose with tonsillitis. He waited a month for surgery and often appeared in the hospital, but the date appointed him a few days.
- How do you feel? - Her mother stroked her cheek tenderly. She saw that chemistry was to Kasia hard to bear. As always, so this time was not without convulsions. Before she could reply to the nurse entered the room together przyprowadzając Radek.
- How are you, darling? - She asked, placing his hand on her forehead-You have a fever. Soon I'll call the doctor. She said she then went out with the girls mother.
- You look awful Kate-Radek sat at the foot of the bed. Always addressed with it in a foreign version of the name Catherine.
- Your honesty is a knock-hardly what she said these words, bent her head over the bowl and threw up water. The boy approached her and gently stroked the back wanting to alleviate the suffering of his friend. At first Kate did not like when Radek was close during its chemistry. She preferred that no one had seen her in such a state, but when she forgave not get used, and finally sought his presence.
At a time when he had to confess his gratitude to the hall entered the doctor looking at her with concern. He knew that death in her case is not inevitable, ask yourself the question: when? To conceal his sad thoughts brought face artificial smile trained doctor.
- come to my attention that my pet has a fever-he put the device to the ear and pulled out after a while checking the temperature .- In fact, you are feverishness, but do not worry about it, this is one of the elements of chemistry. The organism that responds to the administration of this drug. He smiled at the young and looked at his watch.
- Just a little bit and you'll be free pomęczysz, Kasia. He nodded and left the rider.
time it passed quickly with Radek. The boy always knew how to amuse and occupy her time when she needed. He was the only person who looked at her without mercy and compassion. Even her mom, though trying to hide it, looked at her with fear. When her stomach calmed down and no longer had any reflexes emetics emerged from the hospital alongside Radek, supported on the arm of his olds.
During the past Radek twelve months we became Kasi, like son. She was happy that her daughter is someone you can talk and not feel uncomfortable with their appearance and especially the lack of hair. When you came out, survived the collapse, from which she thanks him. How were all surprised when shown a shaved head. Barry laughed at him, but deep down she was satisfied that he did it for her. However, Dorothy-mom Kate could not get over to Radek. For her, it was more than cut hair, it was a sign of solidarity with her child.
- Kate broke the silence Radek .--What about the cinema tomorrow? Just do not flash, now I know you sent it .- sly grin.
Barry hesitated. She did not like to stay among people because it bore the curious glances posyłanych under her address.
- Well-said, amazed at her docility. She was not alone, as Radek and Dorota have reacted similarly.
- That I'll pick you up at about twenty?
- Consent-smiled and climbed into the car closing the door behind him.
Not specifically elegantly dressed, he came out with the assumption that that would not put, no hair all the spoils. Radek showed up on time. Kate's not feeling the best after the previous chemistry, but I swore to myself that today there will be no question about the disease. Although one day turn into a teenager with no problems. Ordinary girl.
- Nice you have a scarf-hat skompelentował Radek Kasi.
- At least does not deter people like different-she laughed recalling the scarves in the skull .- And it anyway, what are we going?
- You'll see-he smiled and gave her his hand by adding the same encouragement.
After purchasing the tickets and popcorn, Radek took her to the theater. They sat down at the end as requested by Kate and watched the video with interest. For her it was something more than just a movie, it was the illusion of normal life, for which so much missed, and you would never have had. Rarely smiled, and as I always do it somewhere out there, lurked at the bottom of sadness that always win. But not this time. The boy could guess what it feels girl and why so ordinary a thing as going to the cinema, has made her face brightened. Promised myself that from now on will be more to it came out, because despite the fact that people just avoid her company needed . After the film he wanted to take her somewhere else, but decided not to overwork, he saw, despite her assurances that everything is in order, it is already tired. He walked her home, putting in the hands of parents of girls. At the farewell he said that he has surgery the following day and cut his aneurysm.
In the hospital, going to the operating room in the corridor he found Kate. Hardly what she could sit on a chair. She was pale and seemed more tired than the previous day.
- not enough of hospitals, what Kate? - He joked. She went to his bed on shaky legs.
- you are always with me when I have chemo, so I return the favor-she smiled, but it was that made her a little effort. She was very weak.
- Hi-grabbed her by the hand in a calming gesture-it's just an aneurysm, I'm will, I will cut off it to me and I'll be like new.
- Sorry, just what else but to wait. It's always I'm the one to which everyone is waiting. He laughed softly.
- For once, we can swap roles. Come on, do not panic. I'll be fine. But you do not look good. You should relax .- He pressed her hand tighter and let .- Wait here for me .- The last words uttered seriously.
- I'll wait-she whispered.
sent her last smile, and disappeared behind the door with the nurse.
Radka Operation passed without any complications, but after his awakening, everything changed, was to be lucky, and there were tears. When he opened his eyes appeared to him we have a blurred image. Then to his ears came a strange sound. Sob. He blinked a few times to get rid of the mist from his eyes and looked at poczerwienioną from crying mother's face.
- Mom? What's happening? - Asked anxiously. He wanted to get up but was too weak.
- You see my son, if you were operating, the state of Kate ... She had deteriorated internal bleeding. Doctors tried to everything, but ... she ... she's dead. I no longer suffer.
- But ... but she promised. She promised me he will wait for me! - Cried out in despair .- It is not meant to be! Even with it not said goodbye.
spłynęły Tears of rage after his cheek. Mom boy hugged him tightly to her chest
- I know my son, I know. But Kate is better where it is. I do not feel pain but do not want to suffer.
- But it hurts, Mom, it hurts so bad.
both sat long and covering his comforting presence.
- I do not want to forget it, "said a trembling from kotłujących in the emotional voice.
- Do not forget, Barry ... was a person, which can not be forgotten. It was wonderful.
- I'll miss her.
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